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Published by The big man, CF himself, on October 30th, 2005 at 12:38 am. Filled under: Uncategorized • Enter your password to view comments

http://www.grouphug.us

Go there.  Funniest. Website Ever.

For example: http://grouphug.us/confessions/76277028
And Adam Roa’s: http://grouphug.us/confessions/290805319
And the girl of Matt Orlando’s dreams: http://grouphug.us/confessions/997360891

Published by The big man, CF himself, on October 24th, 2005 at 10:49 pm. Filled under: UncategorizedNo Comments

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Published by The big man, CF himself, on October 8th, 2005 at 10:02 pm. Filled under: Uncategorized • Enter your password to view comments

I’ll be the best mistake you’ll ever make….

Welp, it’s fall break and I’m the only person staying here the whole time, sad….  Anyway, I want to be in love.  And now we’re done with the emo part of the journal.

So lately I’ve had some prophetic dreams…  let me explain…
Two nights ago, I had a dream where I knew I was going to die and say goodbye to everyone.  When you’re dreaming of death, that has to be enough to promote you to a level 10 emo sorcerer, Adam/Matt?  But anyway, I think the message of the dream wasn’t that I was going to die, but that bad stuff was going to happen shortly.  So I had a bad vibe for Thursday…  Lo and behold, Thursday night, they reveal there’s been a threat against the NY subway system.  Weird.  Probably just some odd coincidence, but weird nonetheless.

Anyway, last night, I had another dream that for some reason led me to believe that it was prophetic…  Good news: I hooked up with the 2nd hottest girl I know….  Bad news: 1 Japanese dude (he was Japanese, not Asian, because in the dream I bowed to him…  don’t ask me to elaborate…) and 1 Arab dude took my other female friend hostage, with the intentions of ‘having relations’ with her.  So in my dream, I bailed down the stairs [to inform the police, since I was unarmed] and they chased, shooting at me.  Scared me enough to wake up.  Again, I think it was symoblic…  I think that the shit that happens in NY (if it happens, and I certainly hope it doesn’t) won’t be done by an all-Arab group…  There might be some other group you might not expect.  So if it happens, I might just be a prophet.   A shitty prophet that can predict all the bad stuff in the world.  An emo prophet.  How’s that for a kick in the pants?

In other news, I can take 23 credits next semester, and still not have any classes on Tues/Thurs.  My major is a fucking joke.  I’ll be taking 20 with Tu/Thurs off.  Including a few campus classes which means that my ratio will go from 1:9 to 3:7.  In retrospect, I should’ve stayed in AZ and gone to ASU and done my flying on the side.  But I just didn’t know.  I was in too much of a rush to get out of the state to realize that all I wanted was there (except the ocean.)

Side note: I want to thank my Arizona friends for being cool motherfuckers and always being there if I needed you guys.  You’re more than welcome anywhere I’m living.   Be assured, I miss you, and the days when things were much simpler and it was just a matter of “Who was driving tonight” or “Where are we going to eat?”  Real life problems like “How am I going to pay rent” or “What am I going to do with my life” blow. 

Don’t mind my ramblings.  They mean nothing.

Published by The big man, CF himself, on October 8th, 2005 at 12:24 am. Filled under: UncategorizedNo Comments