So I’ve been thinking about stuff lately, and isn’t it really really weird how one simple action can completely change your life? And I’m not talking about something like “well if I never got that chick pregnant” shit… but just minor things… With just a few different decisions, I could be living in AZ still, doing the same shit that I did 3 years ago, dating the same girl (pick one?), driving the tealmobile, still working at Sears.
Just weird to think what life would be like if that were the case…. I’ve just been reminiscing all night (because it’s what I do on Saturday nights because I’m a loser, and nobody is in town) But I don’t really have anything to add about that because I’ve said it a hundred times before. I thought things were going to be different, but the pendulum swing that Kevin oft refers to swang far too fast for me.
Tangent: I really hate how if I breathe wrong, I won’t be able to get a job. Having a selective job market sucks. Especially since I’ve never really had to earn anything in my life. Purdue was ridiculously easy to get into, CHS was easy, etc etc… Basically every other time I’ve had to “try” I could just rely on my memory, which is pretty good. Having to try based on something other than memory is weird.
Focus: Why do girls here only want sex? Or at least it seems so? What’s wrong with uh having a genuine relationship and being friends first and foremost, with the added benefit of sex, rather than sex being the foundation of the relationship?
Guess I’m just old fashioned…