I’ve had that song in my head all freaking night and I have no idea why… And now I’m listening to Squirtgun – Burn for you and it’s a really good song and my old italian prof was the bassist so yeaaah. Sounds a little like Autopilot Off or maybe Alkaline Trio?

Anyway, yeah I had that song all day in my head. Today was a pretty good day, I didn’t wake up until the end of Regis then fell back asleep and woke up for The Price is Right. Killed time via showering and eating until 3 then got on the computer and got a call from Brendan, who is my old old school homie back from 1st-9th grades. Hung out with him until about 8 or so. He’s a cool kid, makes me feel less cynical and less evil when I’m around him. I feel bad that he never got out of this fucking town, but he’s finally out so that’s good. It’s sad reminiscing about all that old stuff about how we used to have fun in elementary school, how we were the two best football players and shit. I had a blast, he was a cool as fuck friend. There aren’t many like that, especially in Walpole. Chandler had a lot of cool ass people though. People in Walpole were just stuck up assfucks. But I digress.

Looking forward to Arizona, but yeah, unsure of how awesome a time it will be. We’ll just have to wait and see. Hell, it can’t be worse than here.

Found my sophomore yearbook in a box today… Including such wonderful quotes as, “I just hope that you will always remember how much I love you…” and “You make me so happy”.

What magnificient lies. This one’s going back to the vault.

Welp, this is my 200th Live Journal post, so I’m marking the occaision with an MSPaint drawing seen here:

Now that I got that out of the system, we move on.

So yeah I’m in a spiffy mood now and I’ve decided that I’m going to be less bitter in 2005. We’ll see how long that lasts, the over/under being 10 days.

I did a little experiment on myspace earlier today. Go to Myspace-> browse and look for single girls from 18-21 within 20 miles of 47906 zip code. Then look for 5 miles from 85224 zip. You’ll notice that in the 5 miles from Chandler, there are 50x the hot girls than TWENTY miles of Lafayette. Hmph.

My days lately have all run together, I currently have no idea what day it is (tuesday I think but I wouldn’t tell anyone who asked me, I’d just respond “uhono?” My days have pretty much been like this:
9 AM – wake up. No matter what time I go to bed, I wake up at 9 AM for some reason. Maybe it’s Regis’ voice on the TV
9-9:30 AM sit in bed and watch Kelly Ripa talk
9:30-10 AM go downstairs and watch Kelly Ripa on the bigger TV
10-11 AM shower and whatnot
11 – Noon: Watch Price Is Right with g-ma
Noon – 3PM do something to kill time… Today it was “look for a summer job” More info later
3-6PM: Dick around on the internet and read about metric time (do a google search)
6-7 PM: Eat dinner (Yay for being recovered from surgery
7-8 PM: Watch Seinfeld then Jeopardy
8-10 PM: More dicking around on the internet, talking to people but not having them respond to my IMs
10-10:30 PM: Back down to the TV out of boredom
10:30-Midnight: Back up to computer out of boredom

That’s really what I’ve done every day for the last week. Sad. Except Sat and Sun when Kelly Ripa isn’t on… :-/

Anyway, Christmas was good, didn’t really get anything spectacular, but I didn’t ask for anything. My mom struck out buying clothes. Both me and my dad were opening up boxes and just going “Welp, add it to the return pile” It was pretty comical. Poor Bev.

Today I went looking for a job as a flight instructor over the summer. Went to 3 places, one with the
“good ol’ boys” just shooting the shit in the lobby. I liked that. The second one had really really nice airplanes but it was a really small operation, and the third one was behind a security gate and shit which I didn’t like very much, but if I get a job, I get a job, saben uds?

That’s really all I’ve got, not a bad post, my 200th, I don’t think. Oh in other news, if you see me online without an away msg, IM me because I’m fucking bored for those 6-8 hours I’m sitting there

W00t, my 11th straight semester (12th if you count last summer) of 4.0 GPA. I’m so 1337. And in a phony major.

Wisdom tooth removal happened on Tuesday and my cheeks are puffy as a result. I hate it, it’s annoying. How long is this shit going to last? Hmph. Being heavily drugged was okay, got like 14 hours of sleep yesterday… Felt like the cat, slept until 3:30 got up, went downstairs and sat down on the couch and slept some more. That’s the life, let me tell you. Heavily sedated.

INSERT EMO PROSE HERE
Leaves fall off trees and then they die.
What deep deep significance that has
If you look at stars they look like theyre looking back at you
Life is like that too sometimes
/EMO PROSE

Okay the above means jack shit but when Tony strings together stupid shit like that, all these girls go “OMG YOUR [sic] SOOOOOOOOO DEEP!!!!!!!!!1111111111111″ So I’m giving it a shot. I<3Tony.

Dear Sofi,
Hi, it’s Chris. Remember how I still love you? Okay, thanks.

Fucking 3 days late. The god damn story of my life.

Hi, I’m Chris and I can’t move on. Ever.

Just a quick addendum to my previous post.

I’d just like to say it makes me happy to see my friends (female or male) happy in a relationship. Despire the fact that I’m a bitter guy, I’m glad to see Maribel is happy, Mia and Eric are happy, everything like that. I’d sacrifice my own happiness for theirs any day of the week.

so yeah.

As usual, I’m updating in a shitty mood. It’s weird it seems that 100% of everyone is blowing me off. Frustrating. But I’ve decided that I’m not just going to say the same old shit (errr complain about girls and how I can’t move on and I’m a bitch) so I’ll talk about other things. Which leaves this post with absolutely no substance. It’s weird going home when you dont know anyone. It makes things pretty boring and shitty. Certainly doesn’t help that I’m going to the dentist two days in a row on Monday and Tuesday. Sad.

Arizona in a few weeks is a much needed escape. But I think it might do more harm than good. But I guess I’m a masochist in that manner, always wanting to reopen old wounds and seeing if perhaps I can fix everything so I don’t scar. To date that has not happened and I don’t see it happening. But I digress, I was bitching about how I can’t move on there indirectly I think…

I guess it’s just that people forget about the past and shit. Friends grow further apart, that’s how the cookie crumbles….unfortunately.

Just shoot me in the face, okay thanks.

So I asked out cheese girl… It went like this:

Me: “Hey this might sound completely random but would you like to grab something to eat after you get off work?”
Her (with slight accent): “This might sound completely random, but I’m married, that was so cute though
Me (to myself) : gaaaaaaaaah I can never buy cheese again.

Welp, over the course of 48 hours I’ve done more shit than I’ve done evarrrrrrrr.

Okay, short recap. 

Friday night we went to Phoenix for the night.  Arrived at midnight, left at 7 AM.  Hung out with Janelle and let me tell you I absolutely love that girl.  I had a blast.  The other guys I’m not so sure about, but fuck ‘em.  Met up with Mia and Eric.  Seems like people are wrecking cars faster than I’m sucking dick for crack… or something.

Saturday I spent driving home from Chicago and preparing for my flight instructor checkride.  Slept and slept and slept and slept.

Today I did spin training for flight instructing and took my checkride (and subsequently passed) for flight instructor.  So I am now legally a flight instructor and I’m now officially done with flying for the semester.  I busted my ass this semester and finally got shit done. 

In other news, Matt Orlando snubbed me and didn’t want to hang out.  Ouch.  Fucking Yankee fan pussy ass bitches.

Oh and Maribel, how come we didn’t hang out? Oh yeah, you hate me that’s why.

How blatent was it that I was soliciting comments?

Basically I want people to comment and I think the friends-only thing was merely mildly successful.

Lots of stuff has gone down since the last update.  80s party, lots of people showed up, didn’t know it was an 80s party, two black chicks were bitching about the 80s music.  Fucking A get the hell out of my house, there were black people in the 80s too.  Just because you don’t like my crappy music doesn’t mean I’m a fucking racist.

Let’s see, after that a lot of flying blah blah blah  Been worried about shit.

It’s 95% solid that I *am* going to Arizona from Jan 4th-Jan 8th, so make your reservations asap because they’ll be going fast…  Just want to know if there are some people who will volunteer their house for me to sleep (and more importantly shower) in…

This girl at the supermarket asked me if my hair was hard yesterday.  It was awkward as fuck, seeing as I wanted to bone the OTHER girl working in the cheese area.  Mmmm Dana “Cheesegirl” Foreignlastname.  I find it really annoying when ugly girls hit on me, which happened a few times over the past few weeks and it’s really noticable because girls are shitty at it.  I just let them think that they have a shot with me or whatever and then try to get them to buy me something.  This has about a 10-15% success rate, which means I can get 10-15% of stuff for free.  W00t, I guess.  I think my apathy for girls is just because I’m waiting to see a girl who wows me like a few girls in the past have done, and there’s only one girl like that here and she’s too stuck in her emo-physics drama to notice :-p

Oh and Darren fucked up his car tonight because he’s a fucking idiot so I had to go pick him up.  Stupid ass.